Also, I still have a ways to go before I can genuinely love church. Since I was dragged to church since before I was born, mostly against my will, I still feel resentment about all of the years of my life I spent in church instead of living and experiencing life. I want to love church, and I usually feel good about being there once I go, but making myself leave home to get there is a battle I usually don't win.
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Date: 2009-11-17 09:46 pm (UTC)